November 2011
1 post
I think this may become a problem
I really want to try hard drugs… I wish I could explain why, but I really want to feel the rush of them, the effect they have. I’ve spent so much time reading about criminals being affected by withdraw while going through the legal system; read so many testimonies as to why they do this. I want to know what euphoria feels like. I want that joy, the bliss, the carefree feeling. I want...
October 2011
2 posts
rawr
I don’t understand. This is all confusing. Moving way to fast. Maybe I’m moving way to slow.
I’m just scared to lose control. Scared to lose myself. Maybe there is redemption out there. :/
Is it safe to come out yet?
